Monday, December 18, 2006

Nothing is Really Worth It Anymore

Pretty much sums it up.

I went to a Yule/Solstice celebration this weekend and for a brief moment I felt connected but it was transient and long since gone. I have even less patience with my toddler now than before and know that I am failing as a father and husband.

No sleep again last night.

I'm gonna read the Big Book pages 60-63 which my sponsor assigned to me and pray but it won't help. But it will kill some time so why not.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

You are currently in a dark place, Andy but don't give up and don't give in..you have so much to be grateful for and if you're not able to see it due to your depression..please get help.

Be strong, Andy...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family...

Catherine